Everytime I hear the word Kieran i smile. Not because im happy, because inside im breaking. Slowly he is once again, taking over my life.
His name on snapchat always makes me happy, but for the wrong reasons. He tried tonight and he actually thought a picture was going to make me drop my bra and knickers for him. Im very open to what we did, we used eachother or he used me. At the end of the day we both got satisfaction out of it. It really is hard to start doing it again, because it doesnt feel the same. For me to stop having feelings for him would take joe weller crossed with barry barry to walk in my life and marry me. Im just tired of feeling tired.
Meh.
Lets talk more tomorrow.
Love ya
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