Does anyone ever feel?

Do you ever feel like you exist but people don't realise your full potential, like you're just there, sitting, standing but not doing anything? Just listening into people conversations making comments in your mind? Do you ever fall asleep thinking about scenarios what you wish would happen? Do you ever listen to music or your favourite song and think you're playing at a music festival? Do you ever think about your future? Like how you are going to look and speak and live and who your friends are? Do you ever panic because you think that your whole life is a fail and you're going to fail and everything you do? Do you ever think that you make people unhappy all if the time and no matter how hard to try to fit in you dont? Do you ever get ready for a party after weeks of crying over what shoes to go with which dress that you decide 5 minutes before it starts you're not going? All because your make up didn't go right or because someone is going to be there you don't like? Do you ever go up to your bedroom and just think for hours about nothing, just thinking and listening to your breathing? Do you ever think about the day you die? Who's going to be there and how you are going to die. Asking yourself if it's going to be a long process or sudden? Do you ever just feel like these breathes you take, the blinks you blink and the tears you cry are worthless? Because I do.

I feel horrible, all the time, every day. 7 days a week I look at myself and want to cry and change everything about myself. But I can't, deep down I know I'm perfect, I am unperfectly perfect and that's okay.

Be who you wanna, who you wanna you gotta be.

Mwah x

Bus station life..yep

So I'm sat in the bus station again (WARNING: Anna gets the bus every day apart from days that mother deary can provide transport). It's a funny old day isn't it? It's slightly cold but this bus is so hot😅😅😅<--hot face??I'm. Anyways, the classes I have today are somewhat depressing. Geography first, MATHS, some other mystery subject probably English, GERMAN WITH A FRICKEN TEST, lunch❤❤, then physics😭 and technology or product design if you really want to know me well.

I can feel a rant coming on.
So. I was going to say 'as many of you know' but you don't know because I'm just a random person sharing my thoughts with you guys and you don't watch my videos..should we start? Are you ready??

Around about 3 long years back I started to speak to a boy called Luke, Luke hold. We would fight, laugh, tell each other we loved each other and then hated one of other. But that was us. In November I'd had enough, my friends were getting sick of me constantly being down and I decided enough was enough. We finished by me saying' sorry I wasn't good enough'. I moved on pretty quick, probably too quick. But now Luke goes with a new girl, not a problem? Big problem! This girl is sat on my bus, in my year, hating me right now. LETS JUST GET SOME THINGS STRAIGHT JADE CHADWICK. YOU CAN HAVE HIM, MARRY HIM, HAVE 5 KIDS WITH HIM IF YOU WANT. I AM OVER LUKE. DID YOU HEAR THAT?OVERRRR. WRITE STATUSES, CALL ME A BITCH OR A FAT WHORE, TELL ME HE WOULD.T TOUCH ME WITH A BARGE POLE, BUT I KNOW WHAT HES LIKE. I KNOW THAT AFTER WHAT..6 MONTHS MAX HE WILL GET BORED, FACT. AND GUESS WHO HES GONNA RUN BACK TO?? ME! SO STOP BEING SUCH A BITCH AND STELL SKYE TO STOP LOOKING AT ME OR I WILL PUNCH HER.
mwah x

School starts....now!

I didn't write on this...kind of got distracted by my bus being late...AGIAN! Revision started his week and I'm already dying on day 2. This can only get worse.. the word revision scares me. Exams scare me. I think I need help...Yeah help..

Does anyone even read this? Hmm. I made this purely for fun but now looking people have careers out of it and that's pretty cool. Some people's blogs are all about make up or nails or hair so on, but I'm nanna anna.and I do lots of things. Don't be shocked if I do a whole page ranting on about someone in my year or how much I hate corn flakes. Hopefully I'll be talking about nails because that's what I mainly do because my idea of make up is mascara and blusher haha. I may talk about hair the odd times but this blog is going to consist of rants and nails.

So let's start things off with a rant. Year 7's. Don't tell me to give them a chance because I was one of them 5 long years ago. But I really wasn't. I came into school with 5 ftiends? *Sobs* and I'm sure I didn't wear skirts that short and scare poor innocent year 11's in the dinner line. I remember being soooo scared of the final years because they were literally about 6 foot tall with beards now, we have Luke Armstrong and at a push naill Melton. Not exactly scary? It's their bags aswell. People who know me well will know my bag is my soul and life. Wihout the bag I am an average 16 year old. I would like to think my bags represent myself but a Justin bieber bag really? In southfield?

I do my nails on average once a week depending on what's happening. I try to use high street brands because I think it's important to show people they can create a branded look for a fraction of the price. I'm.always stalking superdrug for new polishes or even Claire's (they have a really really really good black nail pen). My crazy obsession with nail art came in my summer holidays in 2012. I got my nails done by a nail technician and it's grew ever since then. My birthday is in September so I got loads of nails stuff for it. My favourite range of polishes is the metallic range from sixteen, I think these are boots own brand. Over the years I've tried lots of different metallic and they always seem.somewhat streaky and thin based, not this range. You normally need to build up the layers with a metallic varnish but this one goes on with one coat and lasts for ages!(I'm very practical so normally varnish chips after a few days.) I would strongly recommend you try out these!! They come in so many different colours and the glitters are pretty fab too.

Thank you for reading and just remember, price doesn't always determine how something is going to turn out. Trust me

Mwah,
Nanna😘