Goodnight anna

So its late at night and im a hormonal, blubbering mess. I cant help but think about everything. Because we all know annas great at thinking.

I like dan
I also like jack
Okay so i might like dan more
Yeah i do but jack ok isnt he
I can still have both cant i
Dan said i can
Or is this a trick question
Bc i would be pissed off if he done it
I have trust issues
Thats kierans fault
Cunt
My bestfriend is also jamie hay
I decided today
Meeting him on friday
So excited to see a friend
Ive forgotten what one is
Luke doesnt count cos i work with him
Does dan count
Whats dan
Hi guys this is dan
Hes erm my erm friend
Friend with b
Narr i dont want one of them
My friend
Frenemie
I need to talk laura
See what crack is
Just with life
Not like shes made a effort with me tho
No hard feelings tho eh
Apart from zoe
Feelings like concrete
Slut
Wonder how jordie and kate are doing
Or hollie
Shes still aluve bc i got a story off her

Life guys, life is good

Mwah
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Jack vs. Kieran

Jack savage and kieran C. Two biys who i love lots... Two totally different people, or are they?

So ive done it again. Im back in that place where i speak to 2 people at the same time and then get upset because i either get caught out or well, my heart starts to get confused and hurts a little bit.

Everyone knows everything about kieran. But a little update is that he stopped. The messages stopped and so did the late night snap chats. I knew what was going to happen... Hes found another me. I was right. He did. Her name was Emily and it wasnt the first time this had happened... Oh me and Emily knew Each other very well. I moved on.. To jack.

Not alot of people know about jack, i soeak about him very faintly but i never actually say his name. But he was there when i really needed some sort of male attention. Bad i know. We started to talk and then he went abit to deep. I didnt stop, i craved attention and this was what i needed. He thinks kieran is my bestfriend... If only he knew the truth.

I love both of them so much but 11 month is a long time to waste... Isnt it? Oh god.

Mwah

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Why is it

Why is it every single time i try and make a blig post it either doesnt save or publish?? So this is attempt 678.9.

Its already been 🎃 halloween so im gutted i didnt get the chance to show you my nails. Ive always been a hater of acrylic, well acrylic just hated me. I could never get the right consistency and it was either still solid or really watery. So i decided on buying a gel kit. Not going to lie, i was abit scared because people have either really bad reviews or good ones. When my fake hand eventually came!! I got started and i loved it! Its abit fussy and does require patience, and i can now see why you charge so much extra but the finished result is 200× better. The only problem i really have is that i couldn't get my nail to arc at the danger point. But im sure with practice ill be fine.

Boys... Damn them beautiful creatures. I wont beat around the bush but i basically have two... Again... Oh dear god Anna. Shall we do a blog post on its own for this? Yes. Is this subject going to mean Anna typing for a long time? Yes. Is Anna going to cry? Hell no.... I mean... Probably... Oh okay, yes.

I feel really old... All im seeing on my news feed is 'prom dress' 'got my prom dress and love it' 'when is prom??' i cant believe how fast everything is happening because a year ago i had my dress, i had my make up and hair and nails and tan. Im abit jealous because this year was our prom... Not theirs. In 1 month time i have to look at apprenticeships again, that makes me feel so old. Next year oscar will be 2... What only means ill be 18.

Next year will not be the year of anxiety. Ive had alot on this year and i feel my anxiety has won. So 1-0 well done. Ive found a new technique what helps through them scary times.

Up Ho... Down Ha. Might seen stupid but it does work... Promise.

Anyways im on my train to college becausd i slept in and yeah..

See you soon

Mwah
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