ive fell back in doing what i do best, falling in love with dan. and i know i shouldnt, i know i should have left it and never have even messaged him back. but i did, of course i did. of course i messaged him back and made him my number one priority, i always do.
it hurts more than anything because i can feel him slipping out of my hands and then i will be left alone, again. we arent going out, and im not even sure if we are talking. what are we? im just there, waiting for him to come back. i feel like crying and never even talking to him again, but i cant. i said this about kieran and im still back there. im still wanting him.
sometimes i think to myself that im probably better off staying in bed, alone.
i cant do this, i cant be doing this. i cant do this to myself.
im so stupid for falling for him again.
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