I knew coming to this party was a bad idea, i knew what would happen. Im sat in a corner, whilst everyone has conversations about people and talk about places they have been were i obviously wasn't invited too. This. These. These people aren't my friends, they have measly acquainted to me by school. There is no friendship here.
All i want to do is sit in my room were i feel safe and like i can be me. Or even better, i want to be at college in a room full of people who love me for who i am. I want to be in the workshop and nag dan to cut my wire and help me. I want to be at auntie vals with maris singing songs which make us sad. Most of all, i want to be anywhere but here.
I want to feel loved by people, not this. I dont want to have to get drunk to have a good time, i dont want that.
I just want a happy anna.
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