Meh. Meh meh meh. So its monday and for the past week I've so kindly had a ear infection, so I've been off.
But.
Always a but. I have had another little visitor who has came back with a very big bite. Anxiety. Oh hello Mr I'm about to wreck your life. Again. See, my anxiety is very different to others (who I've seen). I cant concentrate, focus or basically do anything. Anything that makes me feel under pressure or like it is going to go seriously wrong is a no go.
I probably go to the doctors, tell them the story but I'm scared they wont listen. Again. I honestly feel like I'm so tired but deep down full of energy. Really, i just need to stop and start to think. For me. Not for anyone else, for Anna. I was asked who my hero was, i honestly believe it is myself.
Mwah
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