I dont want to talk about whats went on in the past few days. Kierans came back and i feel like hes changed. Maybe. But anyways back to the title. My relationship ban.
Ive put myself on it purely because im not ready. I keep rushing into every relationship but i know im not well enough to cope. Im not mentally well enough to cope with the heartbreak. 6 months sounds pretty long but it will give me time to get better and try and cope with 2014.
Im going to the doctors to get help, my brain is fighting with my feelings and im getting messed up. I do need helo because before long ill end up doing something what will rip my family's heart.
Back to the ban, im aloud a sneeky snapchat with kieran aslong as he knows thats all. Just a snapchat.
Day 2 is going good, fingers crossed.
Mwah
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