So the day that i finally really accept help is tomorrow and I've never felt so neutral in my life. I dont feel excited that im going to get better but i dont feel scared. I feel nothing.
My comfort blanket is being ripped away from me and for once im going to have to dig deep to grt the truth. Telling a stranger why i feel like this and how certain things have effected me is scary. I almost feel like im a failure and that word... Mental Health. That word makes you feel so stupid and degrades you so much.
This is just a short blog post because lately ive been feeling rather tired and blegh.
Tomorrow is going to be good and i know this is what i need.
Mwah
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