So I've done it. I've finally accepted yhe fact that i need help, that these thoughts are not right and i need someone to listen to me and not ask or tell me "it will get better".
My college is getting me sorted wiyh a councillor and for once i feel like people are trying to help me.
I need to talk about..
My grandad Dave and his death
My anxiety
Compulsive liar because thats what i am
Stress
Depression
My little voices
Dramatic mood change
Dan and kieran.. Yeah i need to talk about them
Im so scared she will refer me to someone "higher up" and that ill have to really accept that im really not well. Ill have to accept that i really have no friends and that the friends i do have.. Dont understand.
I need to get better for oscar, ive promised him the world but all i can give him is my tears. I need to get better for oscar because he doesnt deserve to be punished of a childhood i promised because im having a bad day.
Im doinv this for anna, because its about time.
Mwah
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