Love

I used the word 'love' alot in my last blog post. The post about my two ex's, and i realised that i do love them, but i also love alot of people and thats okay.

Of course i will always love kieran, probably when i get married I'll think about the what ifs. Its okay to love him, he was my first everything. I was a love struck 11 year old who fell in love with a boy, how cute is that? I dont think i will ever stop loving him,  i just dont think thats gonna happen.

Every ex gave me the chance to be someone else, to be who i wanted to be but couldn't.

I was on a boy ban, but i broke it because i started to speak to my ex again and ive broke it again. Opps. This time its not a boy.. Its a girl. Its a person who knows me the best, who gets me.. This person is called Anna. I've fallen in love with myself, not in any creepy way. Just a way that i can love myself for being me. I need to love myself before i can even think about dating a boy, or shit happens like me and kieran and that situation.

I love myself and thats okay because I'm okay.

Mwah

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