We (me and dan) have decided not to out a name on whats going on. All i know is that he makes me happy and i hope its the same for him. He makes me smile when all i can see is black and he makes me laugh until my tummy hurts. Hes the best yet i still feel incomplete. Because there is something you dont know about dan, something what might change the way you look at me, ill tell you later.
Okay, so i cant keep it in and there is no 'easy' way to out it. Dan is actually a girl. No, im not lesbian so dont even ask. He was born in the wrong body, a body of a girl when he is actually a man. If you see him hes a man, he talks like a man, acts like a man and lives like a man. Im attracted to dan, not him as a girl because i dont even know what his birth name is. I dont want to know because that doesnt matter. Im not ashamed of the fact hes trans im the complete opposite and i couldn't be any prouder of how strong he is.
Im terrified that when people find out they wont speak or even worse speak to me differently. Im so scared that my family wont understand and then wont accept him.
So this blog post is for you dan, ill never change the way i look at you, even when others tell me to. Love you, you spiderman freak.
Mwah
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