The undecided 16 year old

People always say that I have my life plan sorted and I have a clear view on what I want in life. This is so untrue.

I chop and change what I want as a career all of the time. I had my heart set on getting a apprenticeship for gen 2.. but I didn't get in. I had my heart set on a apprenticeship down near Birmingham... but my mam didn't have enough money to take me to my interview. I kind of realised, apprenticeships just wasn't for me, I gave up. I got into college and great, I planned for that and was ready, told everyone and..... I looked at apprenticeships again, I wasn't letting 2 fails spoiling my future, I knew I wasn't going to get all of them, I was just disheartened. My eye clicked on one and... it looks so good. But this time I researched everything, accommodation, travel, just general things to see if I could. And I think I could... yeah, my budget may be tight and I'm probably not going to be able to come home every month. I'm growing up. And if I change my mind soon, that's okay.

I also change my mind about boys allll of the time. Kieran blah blah blah, over, d one, sorted, byeeee! I change what I look for, what they are like, that they do, how they act, age, appearance. I change my mind, but that's okay.

Its okay to have second thoughts, it's okay to be unsure about your future, them feelings are okay. I'm young, you're young, really, you're never too old. Change your mind, do what makes it you happy. Because, all that matters to you is you.

Mwah
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